This song makes me reminisce SO hard.
I really have no idea why.
But like, I just think of when I was younger and how sad I was all the time; how filled I was with angst. I just feel like I’m in a much happier place in life now, idk. I mean, being a teenager, I still am very irritable and full of hate haha. But I can’t help but think how much more at ease I am now than I used to be. Rant of the week/month/idk.
I miss the days when I had three times as many followers and always got a lot of asks. :(
fuckin shit im horny as fuck and my girlfriend isn’t in town
isnt my life just great
Which I’m going to dedicate to my lovely girlfriend, @limitlessandyoung
Babe, even though you won’t get to see this since you are grounded(although I will tell you about it when I get the chance that way you can try to sneak around), I just want you to know that I think you are amazing.
It kinda sucks that we had to start talking after I moved away from you, and that I had to catch feelings for you even though you showed no sign of it being mutual, even if it really was in the end. I’m glad that even though you seemed to have rejected me, I stayed by your side as a best friend and helped you with your problems and you with mine. I was clueless to talk to you about another girl but you were so caring to be there for me, even though you secretly had feelings for me. You were so selfless that you helped me with my girl problems, even when they weren’t about you… But the time was right for you to admit those feelings, and I couldn’t tell you that I didn’t still have those feelings like I did before because it would have been a lie.
And now look where we are. At the top of the world.
Even though you may be grounded for a while; even though we may not be able to talk for a while; even though it will be rare for you to sneak in a few words with me: I will be there in the end. I will be able to persevere through these next few months, even if you live on the other side of this big city and even if I won’t be able to see you for these next few months.
I don’t care because I still have you. No matter the trouble and no matter the cost: you are mine and I am yours.
A little throwback embarrassing video of myself a little over a year ago. When I first started growing out my mullet. For you late Tumblrers. Enjoy.
